Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Tuesday, March 30, 2010
Monday, March 29, 2010
Sunday, March 28, 2010
When we partner up on those nights I need you, I blissfully and without conscience shut my eyes and awake 6 hrs later and that as it should be and what was a promise from you.
What happened? Did something happen to cause you to think I was no longer in favor of this relationship and all that it promised? Did you expire, or just become worn down in this relationship?
I'm looking forward to an answer from you because, personally my friend, last night sucked and as I stared at the clock at 0200 hrs. I couldn't help but wonder where you were and what you were doing.
I'm awaiting an answer before this nightfall.
The one with the reddened eyes and the swollen eyelids.
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Friday, March 26, 2010
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Wednesday, March 24, 2010
Tuesday, March 23, 2010
Monday, March 22, 2010
I may even wrap the foot and try to get a shower today. Maybe a shower every 3days will be sufficient? I'll play it by ear...or maybe by nose. Now to find the duck tape and a garbage bag.
Sunday, March 21, 2010
The daughter bought Carrie up to visit and they just left. Poor Carrie couldn't understand why she couldn't spend the night though she could see the huge bandage on my foot. My patience is very thin and though the husband would meet any demands she would make, I would prefer to be able to sleep whenever the urge hit and I would worry about her. The best place she could be right now is with her mother.
Tomorrow I may try for a shower. This no hygiene thing is really not my cup o tea. It feels as though I've been like this for weeks instead of just two days. I can only imagine what two months of this will be like. I'm trying to not be so impatient but as my friend said today to my husband.."she is fiercely independent".
I just took a Tylox. I'm ready to start swaying soon so I'm going to transfer from this chair to the sofa and wait for the waves to arrive.
We'll do this again same time tomorrow, ok?
Translation? Do I need to give you a translation? The narcotics and the antibiotics are not resting well in my stomach. Last night I decided that maybe I needed some food with some consistency to it to hold the meds so I ate a hamburger patty; I ate it very slowly because my stomach really didn't want any visitors. After finally getting that down, I waited for a while and then took a Tylox, my other bedtime meds and burrowed beneath the covers with the heel propped on a pillow and went to sleep. This morning I repeated the hamburger patty so I could take a Tylox and so far so good.
I'm getting good at wheeling myself around the house and moving from the sofa to the chair and then to the bathroom. I get to the bathroom door, lock the chair, stand up and then hop to the toilet. It's close so there is just a few hops and I make sure I'm not hopping while hopped up on Tylox. It's all about juggling your drugs and your movements I think.
I'll let you know how this diet is working out for me.
Saturday, March 20, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Thursday, March 18, 2010
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Monday, March 15, 2010
Saturday, March 13, 2010
My plans tonight are to do nothing but ice my heel and relax. It's so quiet here without Carrie and we both miss her although to have Carrie around it to forgo any relaxing. I'm done and I'm outta here.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Thursday, March 11, 2010
I posted a picture of the daughter on skates a few days ago then realized that most people do not realize that there is a whole sport dedicated to art skating on ROLLER skates. Below is a clip from a world competition; an Italian skater on inline skates. You must click on the arrow to play video (instr. for newbies ;-)