I feel as though I'm sitting here waiting and I am. I'm just waiting. I'm unable to get involved in any activities because of this waiting. I'm waiting till 1PM; that's when I have my doctor's appointment and that's exactly why I usually don't make appointments in the afternoon. I prefer to get up at the crack of dawn and get to the appointment. If I have an afternoon appointment I spend my morning waiting and waiting.
I'm not looking forward to this appointment although I want to get done what needs to be done but I'm anticipating an injection in my foot of a steroid. Deep breaths, deep breaths. I am fighting a whine I feel coming on. I never try to hide the fact that I'm a big coward when it comes to a doctors' visit.
I comfort myself with the thought that it can't be worse then childbearing. Hey, you use what you need to get you by; this is what I use to gauge pain and tolerating said pain.
I'm outta here to continue the waiting game. Only two more hours to wait.